hey . today was... oky lar i guess. cause in the morning, had mechanics exam.. fuyoo..tak bole tashan.. was tough la actually .. so just did the paper and got stuck at some parts of some questions. was stressed up. so afta exam went to lakeside to meet fyfie .. was on the train sleeping .. tired.. cause past few days didn't sleep well.. exams mah... called her up and she said .. :i tink i saw smoke at my neighbour's house.. then i was like .. u think ?? if there is, go call the CD la .. as soon as ii reached boon lay, took bus 30 to go her house .. her mother's an indian muslim. she's so fair .. so dark and fair living under same roof.. hah.. no offencce.. gave her the cd that i burn for her.. around 130 left her house .. i waited for her to put on make up for about half an hour .. damn.. i was sleepin redi.. lucky the cat woke me up.. if not malu je dtg rumah org tdo ... hhaha...belang belang .. knape la kao berbelang .. lame... so we went to JP to eat.. sat at long john.. afta eatin, we went to survey handphones.. she said she wanted to buy a neew 3G phone cause she was jealous i am using one..;D .. actual fact.. i dunno how to use the 3G ... stupid ryt ? haha..den we asked the nokia man .. he said u must check with ur line.. so called starhub and asked.. mr shah ur 3G is already activated.. oh realli ?? oryt.. den how do i use it ? u just yada3... tried calling rizall.. but too bad he's using a prepaid card.. so .... we went bac to her house cos she wanted to use her sis's ez link .. ezlink no money ..off we go ... sat under her block, and met my old fren.. we sat and talk for awhile .. she's way different now ... so slim so....SEXy... ahha.... when fie came down she was wearing a dress... vintage colour .. wow ... super nice .. feel so awkward .. but wad the heck .. took bus to lakeside station...naek mrt ... she wanted me to accompany her go her fren's house ... buttt... i was tired.. so i went home and slept .. at 7 plus rizal called and ask me to go down to midi's block ... cause they were there... ok.. so i went down and saw azmeer's bike... white SPARK... nice la... simple but nice. ... wanted to withdraw miney to pay up my handphone bill so asked azmeer to send me there.. riding with him was quite fun la .. ade jugak la die TARJUN...(corner la..) da biase ah naek moto ngn abg..went yew tee withdraw money and went bac to midi's block ... sat down there eat kway teow goreng... i treated them.. i tink ive more than enough sins thismonth... so... did some thins good ... didnt ask for pahala .. but just wanted to u noe ..... ahha.. after eating went home and played my bass. its been a while since i get my hand on u ... i love u .. haha....after awhile was bored cause my laptop is like bass-less.. how can i play the song when i cant even listen to the bass lines? damn it ... stupid mono laptop! .....around 1 plus ajak midi go seven eleven lepak ... so .. i went there to meet them ... along came this two shemaless.... dgr2 dey are willing to pay 50 bucks for just a blowjob ? ahha... wasnt my idea... they were talking about it... i just left the two bapoks alone and sat far away from them ... ahha..disgusting sia... mayb i'll learn to appreciate them later on in life ... haha... don get the wrong idea.. i don think i'm gonna b a shemale ! ...eeeewwwww..... ok ok... drank ILT .. sat there talking , help to set themes for phone ... hmm... help them la .. one more good deed! ... hehe... kembang siak... kembang2 tak dpt pahala tau... hehe.. when i wanted to go hm,i asked my bro to send me ... but he is lazy.. wth .... so near sia... ended up midi wanted to send me ... den he ws like ... "gedek(my name) tau tompang tak? org corner kao ikot tau .."i was like ya i noe ... but why are u telling me this ?? this boardshort of mine is damn slippery so i kept sliding to and fro ..the first corner was still okay... it was better than my bro's la.. cause he takot2 ade pillon kan...(correct spelling anot?)..following corners was like ... woohooo!! .... super power ... ade racing footrest ... so midi kept going down and down... woow... gerek uh .. mcm nak baawak moto gitu eh ... ahhaa... tgk dulu la mcm mane ... amongst the riders ive seated with, midi's the best la ... suddenli i feel like blogging ... if not ...todae i'll just go to sleep right after i reach home walking! ..... gerek uh ... midi!! bile mau buat lagi ?? ahahha... fun fun fun .... jakon siak shah ... i still need to work on getting slim... still got room for improvements... haaahha.. wish me luck!!


its been quite a long time since i updated. for me the last time i was damn sad was when i knew tt she did not went home instead they spend tym at ECP. i cud not blame her .. cos they are one couple and ... i really cant help it . its good dat we dont get to meet each other up.or else i will only b thnking of her . but for now .. im focusing on my studies. . dat dae just did math exam.. first time in poly so .. it was kinda scared at ferst. but .... afta doin .. i was tired so took a nap.. ahaha... did doublecheck..and left the hall..my dear LANun... u left ur earpiece wid me .. nyahha..ok will be meeting u tmr so . i'll pass ukaess.. no worries.. naseb baek die tak suro aku patah balek .. tak sanggop!! hehe... men2 je .. so otw home fyfie called she wanted to meet me at boon lay .. jurong point .. so .... i go la .. den waited for her from 7 plus till 8 ..smoke and sit smokeand sit.. walk here walk there lookn for her... until 815 .. i assume that she bubble .. so went into jp alone ... wanted to but something for the day... if walked2 neva buy like stupid sey... at last .. i went to populaer bookstore... my highlighter runnin out of ink.. so bought a new one .. andd....in class we have this problem of finding someone with a stapler .. so... bought a stapler... price was quite reasonable.. total cost .. 5.50 .. afta dat i went out of jp.. earlier on... iswandy called and ask whther i can help him wit math annot ... so if i go home at least there's someting to do ... ccud not call anyone ... cause batt flat ! wah lao .. hate it when that happens.. walking bac to the mrt station..then sudenly i heard someone called my name ... turn and saw fyfie sitting there alone ... nyahhaa ... first she was mad ... i didnt tell her that i waited for her daT LONG ... den i withdraw money ..hmm... went in to mac..sat there chit chatted .. at 9 we got out .. need to get some air .. ahha... we continue chatting out side KFC backdoor . man.. tikos byk ape .. bole jadi giler tgk .lari sini lari sane ... while waited for bob .. she told me aevrytin bout her .. and i told her somethings bout me ... den it was almost ten. went to boon lay inter change to wait for bob and faz.. dis fyfie is strange man.. when i was talking to her . she can sense that bob and faz were already at boonlay.. so we walk to the mama shop and found them inside.. nyahha ....so weird... we walked all the way to boon lay shopping center.. to eat nasi lemak ... haha.. iwas full so i treat them ... its been quite a while i spend my money on frens.. was already late so.. took taxi home ... uncle can go up to 120 km/h seh... cool ah ! ! den he suddenly slow down bcause he claims dat i sense TP... ahha ... funny ppl... fyfie and uncle low .. can be tied in to same boat ! .... due2 weird.. the thing is ...... when he slow down .. he saw TP tgh holding speed checker eh ?? its WWEEIRDD.. got home paid ten bucks to uncle ... uncle thank u keep the change ... skali skale bagi tip.. i love this type of taxi drivers.. sampai rumah den got to charge my phone ! i so miss listening to the songs.. now that ive got this new ear piece yang ade super duper bass boost . ahha...ok... now bac to my books .. tmr ade mechanics... daaa.....


24/7 workin ... ask u come home early to study.. its 11 yet no reply .. if you're enjoying urself den fine la... but earth to YOU .... nexxt week we having three exam tau.. major ones.. please study la ... aku yang kene risau ... haizz. .. okae todae .. went mac in the morinng and ate breakfast . super huge meal sehh ... gerek pe ... ahhha ... ini la keje MAC BANGERS ... ahhah tau makan lepak makan lepak ... nanti da ade motor join clan uh ... anta makan ... ahhahh... buttt..... don think i will be delivering la.. must get stable job ... now studying to pursue my dip! baru ferst year seh .. mcm nak cepat2 abes kan idop pat poly gitu ... bukan mendak ... cannot wait for the future... wiill it b special?? or will i still be like dis.. ahhah ... duno when im gonna wake up la..i cannot acceot the fact that ppl are telling me to leave .. but ... i think i just cant ? shud i ? will it be better or worst ? i dunno..reallydont know . just now at limbang's mac, iswandy was THAT close to all his frens.. yet he could not get a single item for ffrree... whad sia !! stupid ryt ... at least a drink la .. tht will b more than enuff... i noe its not my mac nor my fathers.. ahha... studied math at there ..e nded up stuck .. but got to do the whole section A .. wow . in section b onl get to do three questions ... wah kao ..so badd shah ?? now im going to study mechanics ... hope i will not get stuck again ... hopefully!! anyone can help me ?? ahha ..


FIRE, works ... haha.. ytd went to watch fireworks wit my frens.. is and rizal ... after the firworks we went to meet bob at traffic light ...withdraw money den go and eat at ........ KFC.. tried the chicken chop... butt... i think it will be nicer with black pepper sauce... mushroom sos MUAK ah.. ahhah.. afta dat we went to mama shop bought drinks .. sat by the wwaterrs of esplanade drinking ... soon after, bob's band arrived.. they were jammin ytd.. me rizal and is went hm after dat.. for today, i got to go out wit her ... although she broke my promise ytd.. as ssoon as i saw her, MELTED ... ahha .. maybe its the way i llok at her ... although there tons of girls out there.. ur special .. nyaha ..soo ... made our wway to city hall ..... reached city hall around 6 or 7 .. ard there . we went to penin to eat .. and damn! bandong tumpah kat meja... haha... spilled onto her bag and iswandy's bag. hahha.. lucky i was not bside her .. accompanied her to toilet to "dry" herskirt .. ahha which cannot be done in that short period of time .. ahhah .. so went back to shop to continue eating .. after eating walked around penin ... kedai tutop ! whalao .. ahha .. so made our way to supreme court by 8 .. sat at the edges of the building and chill ... waiting for the fireworks.. while waiting.. my dear fren got into trouble .. the guy wans to meet him and crack his head .. oh gawd u must b kidding man u talk like cock!...ahhah so...he was so furious dat he didnt even said a single word other than wad shud i do and stuffs ... relax dude.. the wrold's not gonna end ... when the fireworks started , she recorded the whole line up ..really wanted to hold u in my arms.. but nvm.. as long as ur happy im happy . so after dat we sat there till the crowd cleared . got down and went to breadtalk .. i noe that u were gonna meet him .. but somehow b4 meetin u i was hoping dat we can goo home together ... will i leave u and put an end to this ? i dunno .


KARA eo KE !! going nuts.. ahhah... bored la .. oryt.. about just now .. woke up at 8 morining .. wanted to stdy for physics.. ended up dozing off till 12 30 .. oh my gosh .. gonna be late for phy exam ... so took a bath and iron clothes yada2.... then set off for skewl around 1 plus.. took medicine before boarding mrt... heee...reach ckewl... walk alone to class.. suddenli ina came from bhind.. "ello bang.. jalan sorang ker.." den pusing blakang...chit chatt before goin into exam hall ..haha.. for the exam.... phy paper was CHOOSE 5 QUE OUT OF 6. so i started doin the paper.. halfway , saw my self flipping paper to last que... ohs mys gods.. i did all 5?? que 6 was easy. so flipped through the paper ... que 1's solution was somehow incorrect... so canceled out que 1 and did last que... after exam, went bac wit pikmun and sinyi .. no mood to talk .. somehow.. im lack of sumthing important .. so slept in mrt.. pikmun wake me at yew tee.. went straight home and continue sleeping .. sleeping .. sleeping ... den went aunt's house to visit my niece and nephews.. fun .. i love u guys... i just make u larf.. haha.. at night wanted to go out..but something is wrong.. change of plans... went to court.. play badminton .. with is ... and here i am blogging ..


first of all ... HAPPY Birthday singapore! no mood. tmr exam. dang! guess wad. im so happy yesterday.. was out with bobby, dan, fyfie, ayu, O and one more ayu . ha.. so we went out . watch the fireworks at esplanade.. fyfie was feelng kinda down cos her BF did not watch the fireworks with her. HEARTBROKEN.. seeing her alone makes me feel alone. although i have bob wid me . we were taping the whole fireworks displae..it was tiring and backbreaking. ahhah.. ayam wasnt with bob too.. so three of us felt lonely inside.. im blogging ryt now and someone from suntec msg me.. im so touched.. she misses me ... about ytd!.... after the fireworks, we went to clarke quay's mac to sit and chat. ha.. so waited quite long cause mac full house.. got a phone call from my ex school mate.. nani . she says that shes getting fatter. nahh.. i dont care.. so talkd to her until 15 mins before 11. then they disturb me . u come here wanna talk to gerl or talk to us.. so i was like serba salah.. wanted to ask her whether i can call her at nyt anot . she hung up! fuck . no respect. tkde adat langsong. sial btol .at 11 entered mac. haha.. wait for so long seii.. sat down until 11 30 then head for mrt to take last train ... IN THE TRAIN ..... we were tired so we sat down on the floor. then received a msg from u.. look to ur left. at that point of time.. i noe we were in te same train same cabin...i wass shock. so i gaze at her not knowing dat hafiz was dere. wha lao ..sha .. stupid... said a few words then continue talking to fyfie and gang.. issit a coincidence to meet u at least once with two diffrent guys?? with two different guys... gosh .. its just my luck ..or its going to b dis way for the rest of my life?? i dunno onlly god can tell.. dowan to sae anitin bout wad i did in the morning.. all i noe is.. i miss u ...wish u were dere to watch the fireworks displae... dats all ..


yay todae skip lecture. why? ytd slept late.. yay. now im blogging cause i really dunno wad to do... ive still got an hour before going to school for mechanics tutorial. now im goin to bath and get dressed up and watch teevee and packing bag and get ready to go out to school. = (


yesterday after skol me wahidah rizal went to bukit timah to have dinner together ... actually we had no plans of going out yesterdae. but idah decided to go and eat. so i called rizal along . after eating we went to pool factory!!haha .... guess wad.. i won most of the time. ha.. only one game lost to rizal. so after playing ppool went bak to clem take taxi .idah blanje . haha . drop off across her block. we chit chatted for awhile then went home. todae. im still blogging at 12 30..i mis her. i dunno if she does. its alreadi 1230 and not a msg from her. just now went jamming with bob and band... i didnt play any instrument as i was lazy. they played warmness on the soul by avenged sevenfold. i was so touched by the lyrics.I GAVE MY HEART TO U . CAUSE NOTHING CAN COMPARE IN THIS WORLD TO U. im gonna start learnig the song. im gonna jam wit u guys one dae! i wish i cud see you every minute i miss you. im being too obsessed about her. issit wrong ? whenever i miss you i'll start holding onto the silver bangle tightly. i just cant afford to lose yyou. ever.... tmr i'll be meeting you at 10 at yew tee.. i dont think i can sleep so ssoon.. u've been weird lately.. how i wish you're here..good night to myself.

Hello. I'm Shah. I'm 18 as of 6 nov.I love my girlfren!. I'm not a bastard.But I'm a muslim. I'm still schooling and hopefully finish by the end of april next year.
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