i feel rejected..no one can help me...
i my self must tell myself to carry on..
even if i have to force myself to smile...
all alone inside...


on fri we ply soccr aftrnun..
had to go hm early cos gt family gathring at yishun rest..
so went home alone whyl the oders continued.
as soon as we got there, dinner was served...CFOOD..wow my fav...
so we ate evertin we cud...haha..it wwas delicious..
afta eating we went to east coast.
to chill at the bar while watching my aunt sang along with a live band..
she does dat wveri thur to sun..kool.
she was so hot dat dae..
she invited irya my cuz up to sing a kelly clarkson song.
although she dropped out of SI afta passing the audition round, she can sing well
i tink she was nervous whn she enterd the rum wit tthe judges..
dat was on fri..
ON SAT...
gave out flyers for battle of the bands...got paid larrr..kool la...
afta giving out flyers we slacked at lucky plaza...
went to wisma's body shop to get mama present..token of love from me to her...
happy mothers dae...
walked to takashimaya...and went 2 kinokuniya...the bookshioppe..
bob asked me to grab a book..
i hate reading books...but i tink its a good start...
spent few hours just to look for a book 4 me and a book 4 bob..
afta dat headed hm...
ON sun ..
went to grandma's house to celebrate mothers dae with her and syaz's family...
ate grandma's meesoto...da lama tak makan....jwa babee...
tmr skool i miss u...


wahh..just now during class was so sian wan...couldnt even concentrate during lectures..either sleep or listen music..but was looking forward to outing wit frens..tink we shud do this often..since we no longer in the same school..went kfc pay 2 dollars and each and every person ate until full..haha..afta dat walk2 ard JP, took 172 to cck..didnt plan to go anywhere lorr..walk to limbang, and saw ppl playing soccer..thought of just sitting and watch...but 'bo pien' den go play... sweating heavily cos long time neva exercise. afta playing, go 7 11 buy drink den went home..and now im on my com slacking...yey! tmr no skewl...haha


its the 4th week since ive stepped into poly..its so fast..four weeks and i have doubts about some of the subjects..how will i cope? not sure..and yet to noe..life's norm since i've got frens there..i realli hope u cud wake up and carry on wit ur lyf lar...tats my POV...just now went home soaking wet!...coz its raining DUH...wited for mindee to pas my mp3..now i need a change of earphones..anione selling it for free..??


todae was not so bad..coz i went out to taka my family and bought one set of attiree..pants and a shirt..mum received voucher...woohoo...tak bestt..haha...afta dat went to eat at queenswae macdonalds while waiting for my pants to b altered..tmr can wear liao..weeee......haha..aniwae tmr start 1st dae of the third week in nyp...for tonight...b sure not to miss DIA...its at 9.30 suria channel...its 8 oclock ryt now...dats all...

Hello. I'm Shah. I'm 18 as of 6 nov.I love my girlfren!. I'm not a bastard.But I'm a muslim. I'm still schooling and hopefully finish by the end of april next year.
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